YINING.

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YININGG . I have the imperfect side , just materialistic not realistic . Life was never meant to be for one ,effort is not enough cause nobody appreciates . I'm just an unimportant person that don't need to be remembered . I know what i wish for won't be what you hope for . Isn't it ?

Sunday, May 22, 2011

No matter how much disappointment i had ,expectations was still there


Swing me up high , so troubles can all be thrown aside

Finally back on blogging . A period of time since i posted yeah ? Like what , march 16 was my last post ? it's may now ! I failed 3 subjects , well done yining ^^ especially , i failed math . the most impossible subject which i never want to fail . Oh great , only passed 3 . Mum would probably kill me for failing math . when i actually scored an A1 is CA1 , well . I can work so hard for tests but when come to exams CMI . thats typical me yeah , ahhhh and yeah . Passed POA , thought i screwed up , but i got an A1 . HAPPY ! but no point , the fact is still there failed 3 subjects . if this continues , i think i would end up retaining , which i don't want to ?
I think i'm gonna grow fatter and fatter , i'm like 44 kg now and that sucks . Exercising is a totaly failure thing to me , Sist and me can't keep our words to exercising . Tomorrow is elective module (Hospitality) yo (: From monday to wednesday > thursday cross country > Friday last day of school . Shit yes shit , thursday .. CROSS COUNTRY AND IT'S NOT YET DONE . It would be probably be screwed up badly ..ya whatever .
Cried today , it's kind of stupid crying while writing a letter .. thats when remembering those moments . it came rushing into my brain , forcing my tears out . it's kind of shocking how weak i became after knowing you ,i suppose thats love .
13 more days !

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Those were my reasons , once again i lost them . one person came reminded me about it .


Promises , expectations .

Was back from camp yesterday , injured my knee . Having difficulties moving around now D: During that period of time kind of missed him yeah , but as usual he is being so retarded XP Hope tomorrow i can make it with namshen & the rest to marina barrage for kite flying ! saw the weather forecast , it says that maybe it would rain leh ): That pig is still sleeping ~
I need to do more shopping la ! But with my leg in this state difficult la hor .. Friend is making my day manzxc (: Long time since we talked , started talking yesterday night . WELL , HI FRIEND ^^ Just started to re-think about my path for my future . Lasalle ? Shall think about it yeah . Pig is kind of awake (:

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Somtimes you are unhappy and i really don't know why


Hey friend , i still do miss you occasionally .

Friend , where are you now ? So many months have passed . yet things are still like this , our friendship still like that . no one is taking the initiative anyway so why should i care . Today i wanna talk to you but you not online or anything . nothing i can do le , you liked the wrong status i know you wanna like the other status but in the end you never like . is okay but friend , whats our friendship right now .