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YININGG . I have the imperfect side , just materialistic not realistic . Life was never meant to be for one ,effort is not enough cause nobody appreciates . I'm just an unimportant person that don't need to be remembered . I know what i wish for won't be what you hope for . Isn't it ?

Saturday, June 20, 2009

i hate this

i had enough of this
i have been tolerating
dont think you are my aunt then u can come scold me
is not even my fault , you come scold me anyhow put my things
is grandpa the one who KICKED my clarinet and threw it on the floor !
and u blame me for taht
tahts total ridiculous
he is in the wrong not me
did i make him fall ?
did i ??!!
use your freaking eyes and get the facts right first before you come blame me for it
i dont bother whether u treat me as a family
but at least give the most respect
u are a old hag alr
u dont even know the basic respect to give to me ?!
goshh , then u habe waht rights to come scold me for anything
even if i shout is there a problem ?
nobody asked u to hear
say waht my attitude like sister
of course we are sisters unlike you
you this unreasonable ASSHOLE
somemore dont come comment on our attitude is our's not yours
you come bother for waht
somemore we not give attitude anyhow
is you come scold us for the tiny-est thing in this world
then we shout rights
we a re teaching u to give the basic respect
when we eating you come scold us say waht we take food so slow
then waht u eat finish alr i still haven.
is that you ownself eat so little skinny like bamboo
like shit people see alr also vomit blood arhhs !
dont come anyhow comment on people some more scold me
ungrateful ..
may i ask u something ?
is there something u did to let me be grateful too?
u all sisters the same larhhs ..
big aunt lehhs ?i hope she admitted in to hospital alr then surgery die liaos
like let at least got some peace at home
you this big aunt arhhs alot of things to say
you come scold me taht my table damn messy ask me clear
i alr clear rights no books liao lorhh
you come throw my things on the floor ?
dunno hwo many times u do this alr lorhhs ?
last time throw until my frame spoil ?
wtf ? my friends inside lehhs ?
u pay for it larhhs ?
talk to so much
i hate this home more and more
cos of you aunts !
i want to faster 18teen and escape from here i dont bother this house
then before i go out you also must come ruin my mood
then say i always go out
please lorhh which of your eyes see me always go out ?!
i dig it out !
i so far got out 3/4 times only lorhhs !
talk so much hope your mouth lan diao suan lerhhs
still scold sistar and me
wth ?!
hope you all die faster
not say me want curse you
is you all make us hate you
act good infront of people only
i talk also got problem
i give comments at home also got problem
i do everything u all also got problems towards me
you biased derhhs lorhhs
i dont care if you are cos i dont need u at all !
is like you say i never study hard for PSLE
then scold me nag at me like shit
fine taht one i can understand cos i really never
then nbm i am born with maths poor derhhs
u want me work hard i did
you still come comment on me for waht ?
still say we and sistar like the same waht attitude like shit
yarhh so waht ?! throw us out of the house larhhs ?
i dont care ?
i got bank money ?!
and sister alr work
she alr applied for house
we can jsut move there
and i make sure i burnt this whole place down before we leave
we ahad enuff of you all
even sister at the age of 25 also cant stand you waht for me to stand you all
i can sue you all words abusing
come threaten us for nothing
since you love cousins so much go love them more larhhs no harm
then compare here and there
say waht i the only NA person in the family .
wtf
so waht ?!
i know i not clever i know the basic respect to give
i know my manners
i know everything about myself
i undersstand more than u all does
all i wanted was u all to give me respect
although i younger you also must respect me rights ?
where is the respect i yearn for ?!
from young you all alr detest me and sister
fine you say sister make father and mother divorce
then waht about me ?! did i do anything
you said i was the burden .
then blame on father and mother giving birth to me larhhs .
from young i dont care whether i coem to this world cos you dont even treat me here
i am invisible yeahh so waht
now you are still blaming sister for making them breaking up
goshh >! how long was it alr like around 10 years alr ?!
still moaning over this matter
come on ! wake up to your senses ! for goodness!
i want to go father side seriously ....
especially when he really loves us sisters
mother jsut snatch us from him because she doesnt want father to have anything
wth
i hate you all
you all only care about pride and dignity
waht about us me and sister ?!
after you snatch us from father
did you really care for us and give us the best ?
no you just threw us aside
i have no more to say
i hate you all
i hate you all forever and ever for not giving us the respect we yearn for !

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