everytime i see a image of your back
makes me feel taht ,you are leaving
i am all alone again...
but when i see your back as a real boy
it was beautiful...feels blessed
but when i see you on the front
you look innocent
but you arent after all...
you always let me think of you
always appearing infront of me
i dont wish to see you
but when i see you
i was afraid ....scared....
i really want to forget about you
i have been forcing for months
but cant....
the feelings will be back
please dont appear infront of me
i am tired of forcing myself
i am not abandoning myself to despair
but instead is forcing myself to stop all this
i cant go on...
this road is long way to go
i must overcome those obstacles
i dont have the courage to overcome it ...
i really wish to see you smile
it brings me to put a happy front
but all was fake...very fake...
i am in pain...
i want to leave this pain and get a new life
why cant u leave me just alone
i dont wish to see you anymore....
please ..i beg you...is hurting...
YINING.
- Boombingbong
- YININGG . I have the imperfect side , just materialistic not realistic . Life was never meant to be for one ,effort is not enough cause nobody appreciates . I'm just an unimportant person that don't need to be remembered . I know what i wish for won't be what you hope for . Isn't it ?
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