wonder why school is like in this situation now

i dont think i am gonna get the same freedom i got lorhhs.........the thing is i cant have to freedom to buy the things i want at any point of time just like my mother said that i cant buy anything.freak.cant even buy new things is like holiday retrict me from loads of things. ohh god! sian.holiday also nth to do ...school-ling is such a sort of a great thing i realised to escape everything at home...so many things happened in school these few days. just clear the mis understanding and learn to forgive and forget. freak cant believe swimming lessons are drawing near ...cant have excuses to skip it siah...i dont even know how to swim lorhhs can.....
seriously my mother is not patient at all lorhhs.today expect me to eat maggi noodles ...like this nbm.she still expect me to eat with the soup with have seafood and like prawn soup is she make one i got allergy lehhs. she say what dont care whether i got anot..freak..what kind of mother is she ..?!
school-ling i hope that the troubles and mis-understanding will end soon and clear it up...i said learn to forgive nad forget i guess i have to learnt it too.cause we are stil school mates .






xoxo,
---eileen













i haven got any replies from you yet
i have been waiting
i am tired of at home
i received insults and everything you cant think of
i wish you were there for me
as for friends
hope within us and them
learn to forget and start a new beginning
since after this holiday end
is a new begining
this is what i could say to my friends in school
we are still school mates no matter what
even if we fight or quarrel
i want to talk to you
but i cant find a way to contact you
i want you forever..
some friends bad mouth you behind your back
treat as if nothing happened
i learnt to forgive and forget.
i shall continue to wait for you
since last time you waited for me for a long time
i hope you will answer
cause i will always be silently behind your back
waiting for your return..