screams♥

i was damn angry ,moody & irritated in the morning . guess waht ? ,in the morning i woke up at 6 cos i thought i could go to school early to get the class deco done but instead i went to my house the prime there cos thought could for bernard & frederick since is their birthday .then it paid of my wallet at 13.80 bucks.but nbm ,since they my friends .then reached school at about 730 .i decided to pin up newspaper up i thought it would be nice then magazines in the front .then spent my time ,effort ,money & brain to think about creative things.you know what ? i spend the whole morning pinning up the designs ,drawing bubbles & grass ,pasting ice-cream sticks one by one on the paper and paste on the door there !although i sweat i thought is worth it since is for my class then after assembly this co-form teacher of mine said something to me (translated in english form):"is so ugly ! where got people put newspaper & whatever as the back ground and look ! the floor is so messy and so lousy decoration ! you all gurantee cant win one ! so ...... !"
i was damn irritated and angry and just tore everything behind and threw it away since she cant appreciate waht we did to the class why must we bother we spend effort on it caan at least ask her think can ?! we use time to pin and stapler one by one up rights >!at least tell ask nicely say is not nice or wahtever and she still asked us to tear everything down ! WTH ?! i was damn hurt & angry okayys ?! first time in my whole life feeling humiliated so badly & even insulted my effort ?! i seriously teared !i felt damn hurt okayys ! was crying when tearing the paper down expecially the magazine background .i thought they teachers will be happy seeing this decorations but instead receive INSULTS from them.the magazine background i spend alot of time on it plus everytime also i do & then the things destroy.think waht i alot of time ? i seriously cant stand her .was thinking through alot of things during science lessons cos ms lim never come i thought if i wasted my time & effort on this but is it worth it ?! do tey even appreciate it ? no matter how many times i do ,will have some comments on it .i dont care actually but today i really must mention about this .do they care about our feelings ? we are still young even if u 50 plus or wahtever u also got feelings ! we are humans okayys unless u tell me u dont habe heart larhhs . did she even bother about our feelings when she say those words to me ? although we young we think better than u teachers okayys ? i think simple minded ,we get easily affected by what u say okayys ?! YOU GET THIS RIGHT .felt damn sad today but okayy alr after that ,thanks for those who cheer me up !=] when thinking of this i can really get angry ! but worse they also compare us with 1n2 ,fine compare larhhs .say until like this ......we got feelings okayys ! GET THIS FACT RIGHT AGAIN. THANKS AGAIN FOR THOSE WHO CHEERED ME UP .







xoxoxoxo.
----eileen














i seriously wanted to talk to you
i wish we could really talk .





felt damn humiliated today ,i am a human also.