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feels so greedy
on one hand ,i want you so much
on the other hand ,i wanna let you go
i guess i rely on you too much
till the state of taking you for granted
i thought you will be there forever
but today i think through,
i guess not
i see others like a free bird
while me bring trapped in a cage
i felt so different for once
greedy-ness kills afterall
i thought we would last
but it didnt
i always expected you to do the first move
i didnt want you to be the 100% in my heart
cause nobody can be 100% perfect
i really want you by my side
i want you with me
we rarely talked
but for the past few days we did talk till one day
we were like strangers
i always wanted you to at least message me
when i asked your friend to tell you last time to message me
you didnt even bother to do that
i waited till 10 plus on one of the days i was so tired till i fell asleep
the next morning i then saw your message
i was so disappointed in you that time
but you changed?
but now it wouldnt work anymore
i am tired of continuing
i dont wanna hurt you futher
i am afraid of losing you from the start you talked me normally
the most memorable day was on a saturday
i remember that day and 23 july 2009
i hope this matter will be solved....
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