purpose♥

i am not a superhuman ,i found a meaning in life
i guess that will be it
i will work double as hard as before
making my dream come true
whats all with the chaos at home
the troubles with you
you chose rather to believe your friends than me
from the start ,you always hide to yourself
have you spare a thought for me ?
you doubt me from the starting
if my friends didnt tell me now
will you ever tell me about this
you say till you dumped me
fine ,after today everything will be over i take it as it is
you scolded me with vulgarities always when you dont believe me
since there is no trust within us
whats the use of going on
rather than stucking at the same place not moving
brooding over this matter
why dont just go on and have a better life
i decided to change my life style from tmr onwards
i will concentrate on my things from now on
i will make myself believe in myself
you can go with that girl all you want
this means that you already have the thought of being with her
if this matter isnt brought up
how long are you gonna bury this secret
if this is just to spite me to be jealous
you are wrong
this will end ,jealously wont kill me anymore
tolerance ;peace ;love ;perseverance will be in me only
love for band and friends + more
tolerance for everyday
peace for home and everywhere
perseverance for studies and everything