Inference♥

Now currently , shopping for stuffs online .

This post is before dinner ,later come back post a officail post .Hahs

I dont know why i am crying often this year ,stressful ?

Cried on wednesday ,was the most stressful time i had .. Was in band ,couldnt play my High C and B ,tried like damn hard . I went up to the band room feeling down ,go inside the store room .

Junita was there ,i started tearing and cried badly . People came in and console me ,but stiil feeling sad . They thought that just that i couldnt play my C and B i cried ,but they dont know the other part of the story .

Went downstairs and had a talk with yume and junita ,continued to cry my hearts out ...

On friday ,on the phone with Junita cried with her too .

Felt very stress ...We were contented with the seniors that care for us ..

I dont understand people ,when we cry they give the care and concern we really need
But when we didnt ,they treat us like strangers and thinking that we cried for attention ...

Sometimes ,we really cant stop tears flowing down our eyes..
Do they understand the stress we are going through ?
For the other part of the story ,i guess only a few people know ...
One more problem for me ,dont know whats the answer..
I still have one more dark secret ,when then i can really cry my hearts out for that ...


xoxo ,
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