Flashbacks♥

I just hate life now okayys ?
One minute think ,school is nice after that WAHH ,Sian...
So freakkingg sian can ??
So hais-ing larhhs...
I dislike home ,i hate school .
I hate both ... But i need to attend school ,need to go home ...
What to do..
I seriously want time to fly pass to like 5 years later then i will like 18-19 Years old ?
I hate time going so slowly ,is unbearable anymore .
Cant hold on ..Cant breakdown like this ?
Family giving problems now and then .
I didnt even do anything ,why must you come and make me look like i am in the wrong lehhs .
I really hate this alot you know .
Sometimes crying didnt even help me solving those problems it just allow me to release those stress and cry my hearts out .
Why most of the people can be so trouble-free?
I wonder how they did that ?
Troubles keep arising when time goes slower ?
Then why during the sec 1 year /before sec 2 life and school was so enjoyable than now suffering ...
Whats with this torture ,God ..are you even trying to make fun of me ?
I dont understand this world at all ..
I WANT TIME TO PASS QUICKLY .
I can be very happy at a time ,just after that flashbacks come to me making me think about what happened..
I hate remembering these stuffs anymore ,wish to cry all my way through ..
It doesnt help anyway ,releasing my stress so what ?
Family troubles ,and my own problems wont be gone ?
Bye...





Bryan has a Itouch ,Goshh i am jealous ..
The whole Geography lesson was discussing with him about Ipods ,Ipad and Itouch..




xoxo ,
♥;E,NINGG/♥