Flooded♥

Dont understand people at all ?
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Whats with all this mixed feelings ?
I already felt better ,but now back to old same state .
so freaking difference
people are getting more and more difficult to understand .
why things are so complicated ?
things cant be simple as it suppose to be ?
so many whys ?
I am getting sick ..thinking of all this .
literally sick .
Is a end of a term ,3 months passed .
how am i going to go on for a year ?
I cant stand it anymore ..can i just fall backwards waiting for someone to catch me ?
just feel so useless ,cant even settle my own problem .
Do i understand myself ?
i am getting so irritated and piss over this .
things just wont be over so fast
i cant be bothered anymore
just what do people really think ?
things passes by everyday ,everyday is experience ,a experience is a memory ,a memory is for LIFE .
I dont wanna remember all this ....
Anxiety ,Stress ,Mad . ALL KIND OF MIXED FEELINGS
I told myself ,i cant go on like that if not i will be just a useless weak girl .
but someone whispered into my ear ,what for ? Since already like that continue not much difference .
I believed the whisper and that is etched in my mind already do i really have a choice to make a change ?
It seems likemy path of life have already been chosen .
i am getting sick .
Things just revolve around me ,i cant pick any of my memories back .
Partly about 75% is my life bothering me .there is 25% of another thing
B,you dont understand rights ?
No point me going on giving myself hope .
You already give up and i can see this as a end of everything .
I really hate it when you ignore me .
And when i thought of giving up already at the verge of giving up
you come straight to me knocking on my door and once again it gave me hope
it is just like a candle ,you lit me up and blow me away .
Once is enough ...