Thoughts♥

Here to post about today's outing .
Woke up at 8 ,went to angie house aroung 1030 .
Then slacked at her house then go meet xinwen and Amanda at TPY .
Then go to suntec to eat lunch .
Walked super long to eat KFC then got 2 FBTs for myself .
Then xinwen got a pencil case for Jean with her name on it .
Just nice got one shop has a free try rebonding thingy then angie and amanda try it .
Damn nice okayys ,the hair straightener , the one i havve now damn LAN cans !
getting it with angie and amanda so it will be cheaper .
then went to bishan ,COMICS CONNECTION
ONEW ♥
Then headed to angie house then home lerhhs .

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i dont know why anymore ...
I cant enjoy my life as i am last time .
I used to be happy ,carefree going person
what am i now ??
Just a useless person .
I am feeling lazy and tired looking for some thing i yearn to have in the midst of obstacles .
I cant be bothered and tired already..
where is the old me ?
I used to be soooo Enjoying my life ..
I want to be simple minded but it seems that things is always getting so complicated .
i hope to enjoy myself during the camp ..
I want to be the old me ..
I am stressed already ...
Another thing ,
B ,why are you like this ?
You said to be friends but i dont feel the friend feeling .
I feel like we are total strangers .
When i start a topic ,you just ended it with just one word ..
I feel so difficult to talk to you anymore ..
We are getting colder and colder and i hate it alot
why cant we be friends ?
Are you avoiding ?
When i want to get close to you to at least talk to you ,you just simply ignored it ..
you are so cruel ..
are you going to be like this again ?
If you do ,i shall just end everything already ..
B ,i dont know what my ffeelings are ..
i am scared to give you a wrong dime of light .
I am scared you get hurt .
i dont want to be hot & cold towards you
but then i hope to be friends ..
Is it a difficult thing to do ?
I dont know what my feelings are ..
I cant have both you and express ..
I cant concentrate ..
Although i need love right now but i guess things isnt going right so i think things are simply going to end here ..
Maybe ...I love you ..


Xoxoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥