Just want you be how you were before , its impossible . but i know is possible , it was just inferiority complex

It has yet to come .I'm still not that over about the one before , it was too deep , still hurts . I can't compare myself with anything else , because if i knew that i was that bad . it will be just inferiority complex . I can't promise you with anything ,i don't want things to be like how it was before . It was etched in my mind that , what wished for won't be the other's hope for .

Back here . Annabella came today , she was kind of lost D: Sorry ! we are both sick i guess is partly because of me yeah ,had flu . She did the poker fortune telling , LOL . It was so unexpected , i don't want to be with jeremy T_T perfect match leh . Then tried others as well , weird weird one . hahahs ! Flu is killing me D: kay , Pig isn't planning to get a phone . Life is gonna be horrible tomorrow .