The pain i am trying to avoid ,resist is going to back soon . seriously what you mean by all those actions ,i am dying to know . i am trying to hard to go along with you , give in to you ,tolerating so much . You will never ever think me being special to you at all , totally . I am getting all this in return okay . i thought i would never get the chance to cry again as i thought that this one won't be that bad ,but seems like . it is getting deeper , hurting more .
HOW MUCH MORE MUST I GIVE IN . HOW MUCH . You may not realize that i am emotionally giving in to you ,tolerating as much as i could . ya ,i'm not the one . I'm dying to know the answers to my doubts ,those actions that you do . what do you mean it , my hearting is aching . I'm ugly ,stupid , brainless , retarded and any negative points you can think of me . whatever alright . you may not know what ,how i am feeling right now . I'm trying to pretend ,seems like i have to . When i turn back again , i forgive .
sleep all you want , you never ever gonna care already what .
HEATS II ended already , was raining .
Wash my troubles away
i never think any negative points of you.i kept thinking it just coincidence because im too worthless.i never give up to take a look at your problem every single day and till now i do still care
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