Sometimes i don't get what you mean by those small actions , do you mean it or just coincidentally . It's all my illusion i guess

I know i aren't perfect . I still don't get what you mean by those actions . I'm kind of over about you , just that somewhere in my heart , mind still has that part of you . i fell too deep . I'm still kind of affected about you , i'm trying very hard to avoid anything related to you . I don't wish to hear anything about you but at the same time i wanna know as well . I guess it's all my illusion .

Seriously , are you trying to mess up my life . You know that i'm waiting yet you know chose to let me be in this state . i don't deserve it okay . i don't know if it was intentional or not , but it seems to be not just of the coincidence anymore .

this matter have been reappearing for quite sometime . I don't know you are gonna leave me like the others a not , but if you found someone new . Congratulations ,feel happy for you .

Throw me aside , thanks . i don't even know how to face your friends anything already , what more you want . Thrown my pride aside .

You are not you used to be already , ya . what you used to say , used to do . every little thing you do makes my day . waiting like a idiot is enough . I knew from the start things will get ugly sooner or later , yet i still chose to go this path . Blame it on me then , the stupid one . Sorry for the inconvenience caused for you , Bye . I'm still waiting .

I'm done from the rant . Today NIESB concert , it was AWESOME ~ Had a great day (: Days are gonna get complicated , well see how things goes . Still waiting .