bothered

everything came back to square one
the things i remembered
the troubles i went through
the pain the hurt...i went through
problems everywhere
you are making me feel painful
stop it won't you...
reminding me things you appearing
letting me think through and go through that progress again and again
now i already have grave problems that i can't solve wont you let go?
stop forcing me...
in family is like i am nothing
to friends at least i am someone
to you i dont know..i dont wish to know
i wish to give up
can i?am i willing to?
well i guess i am not sure...
to family they only know how to complain do they really care about me ?
i doubt so?
everything is fake...
nothing seems to please and satisfy me...
nothing i can believe in..
the miracles i hope for to turn everything back to normal
was gone.totally....
let me have something to look forward for but guess for now is BAND....