OMG larhhs i failed 1 subject which i am worst in and it is MATHEMATICs....argggs!40 marks only siah comfirm get killed by mother but surprisinly when i told her she wasnt surprise?!she a bit naggy after that but overall okayy larhhs....wahh liao must do assessment liaos and parents meeting session is coming soon and also holidays are arriving!=]but is also time that a long period not seeing friends...-_- nbm larhhs still can get to meet them duriong holidays hang out together!this few days no need bring much things nd is GREAT i think bringing sling small bag tmr smaller than today one.see whether can stuff my things in anot first!i guess i need to be a mummy's girl this year liaos need to do assessment i bet i wont listen to her AGAIN.i guess have i did?sometimes barhhs...today took taxi with girlfriend made a lot of noise lorhhs then when he flag for cabby ***** see until.he gave teh look that:WTH?i dunno you!"funny siah!!!then laugh all the way then me continue with my trip after girlfriend get down the cabby first...so happy that these few days dont have lessons and also today archery course damn fun actually i thought not fun derhhs end up got fun larhhs as also got dee siao!-_-...forget it i LOVE the course much much more than i thought!hope tmr will have fun as well but got maths after that sian cans...-_-...
xoxo,
---eileen
i have been thinking alot lately
making a choice ...i guess ..
everything shall remain the same
from that moment we met as friends....
i cant make a choice out of everything
i had motivation and determination
but i lose it as soon as i think of troubles
i hope to be myself as soon as possible
but can i?.....i hope so
i really want to be myself again
and think things positively
make things right
and everything back to normal
i feel empty without everything i wish for
myself?can i find in within those shadows?
i doubt so..but i will be strong girl
overcoming all the obstacles
i dont know what i really wanted
i dont understand my own feelings
i want to a normal girl which as before
making choices wisely and things i dreamt
as what i hope & wish for.......
i know i am in-decisive...
YINING.
- Boombingbong
- YININGG . I have the imperfect side , just materialistic not realistic . Life was never meant to be for one ,effort is not enough cause nobody appreciates . I'm just an unimportant person that don't need to be remembered . I know what i wish for won't be what you hope for . Isn't it ?
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