holidays are here

hais...once in a while friendship problems tht i think of will come to my mind...

it was a good starting of a friendship at first
but times goes by we dont really understand each other
we try to fit each other but only
some times we are really close
but when times our personalities doesnt fit
we do be friends but not that close
i hope that we could continue with this friendship
this june maybe we will change when we meet again after teh holidays
there is somethings unbelievable going to happen after the holidays
but maybe it could be over comed..
you will never know
there is sometimes i really cant stand you
but i controlled
you change easily ,at one time you are this person
at the other time you are another person
i want you to be the same person forever
because you are my good friend








holidays are here lerhhs!=] i guess i would go out with girlfriend and baobei and others as well.feeling so bored..holidays are here and i am supposed to do assessment is like no freedom..
rarely have so long holiday and also no holiday feel very tired have holiday feeling so bored........dunno when can go out to watch movie and hang out i want go wild wild wet again with friends.! i dunno if there is maths classes from monday to friday i hope not....god!i dont want even if i dont want i hope it ends fast!!!!! wonder why people dont reply my messages??especially when i am sleeping in the evening loads and loads of people come message me.i damn tired just any how reply back??i dont know ?! i hope there is band we managed to brung back our instrument YEPPPIES! so bored!=[ girlfriend reply me!!i need to consult you i need to talk to you and i want to talk to you!!!!!!!!! ohh god! there is swimming lessons after the holidays.....i dont want siah!!! need to buy so many things and i have phobia of WATER !



i hope this holiday is a fruitful one










xoxo,
----eileen
















i am waiting for your reply
but you arent
there is nothing
that can occupy my time
so that i wont need to wait for you for long
and worry for you
things arent going well for me
i want someone i could lean on
i want a true friend and you
someone i could consult to
and someone i want to lean to
although you wont be the first in my heart
but you are always second
friends are the first
i dont expect you to put me be the first
but i want you to be mine
i await for a true friend and you
i love you