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YININGG . I have the imperfect side , just materialistic not realistic . Life was never meant to be for one ,effort is not enough cause nobody appreciates . I'm just an unimportant person that don't need to be remembered . I know what i wish for won't be what you hope for . Isn't it ?

Monday, June 8, 2009

it has been bothering me...

today girlfriend is gonna head to my house to finish up holiday hwk , pratice instrument and watch twilight .i hope i can see twilight....! gonna order mac delivery ! wuahhahahahhah ! evil laughter !=]
i have been thinking through alot ..... i wonder if i made the right decision i asked girlfriend she said is it i regret ? i though about it i dont even know is regrets anot..... then she said that she thinks is because he never talk to me then i feel like this...i tried to convince myself through that sentence..but i cant hide from the truth and escape from reality...i have to face him... but if school re-open it will be very embarassing to meet him and those of his friends...is very stressful.....i cant face him..is very uncomfortable being alone with him...is just something i always being bothered about .....the thing is i made the right choice ? i dont know i will think over...hais i just hope today will be fun with girlfriend..nothing thinking anthing else...

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