wahh long time no post alr ! boring siahh these few days .....this holiday i so guai never really went out a lot of times .....so far go out one time only ....i this holiday keep messaging ,use computer ,do assessment...tahts all waht u expect siahh cant really go out....maybe going on a one to one date with my girlfriend on saturday ? maybe >? i hope can lehhs ..i want go watch "drag me to hell III "
with the free movie ticket and buy slogan tees in bugis street get more bands as well i guess ? take neo print and much more! and of course take loads of photos buy loads and loads of things !! i want go rebond my hair as well..i dunno if i should sell my the other phone since i dont really use but taht one very nice siahh but my sistar gonna buy for me end of the year so maybe i selling barhhs..girlfriend wants me to sell it to her ..i need to sell cos i want money urgently marhhs ! i am damn freaking rottening at home ! i seriously slacking lorhhs ~i want go out ! i need save money as well !now watching show the NKF that show..i want go out badly...during this period i not thinking alot any more after telling him that i will re-consider..i tried to think at the positive side of everything always in a happy mood ..! everytthing changed after making that decision but gonna tell him a answer soon..i want to go out !!something happened as well to my girlfriend...! felt quite happy for her and her owl!
xoxo,
---eileen
i told u that i would reconsider
after that moment , i really felt released
i scared to hurt you if i mentioned that i want reconsider
but instead u said it your own
i really felt happy that u mention it
cause that let me have time to make a decision
when the otehr time i agreed to your question
i felt tied down
i was stress ; worried ; everything
but now i dont think too much any more
not that paraniod anymore
i regain my old self
but i changed as well
think things in a positive side
i changed in a way
i am really very blessed to have you by my side waiting
but how long it will last...
i dont carry hope much more further
but i hope the best out of us
i love you ?
YINING.
- Boombingbong
- YININGG . I have the imperfect side , just materialistic not realistic . Life was never meant to be for one ,effort is not enough cause nobody appreciates . I'm just an unimportant person that don't need to be remembered . I know what i wish for won't be what you hope for . Isn't it ?
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