B ,There were countless times i wanted to slash ,i want you to care like how a goodfriend was use to be .

I want to know if you are still there for me ,i don't think you will care now if i slash .

Yeahs ,to tell you the truth . i did slash but no matter how i use the acrylic piece to slash it wouldn't bleed and be as pain like last time .

I know if stupid , but do you know how it feels to be sad over things like that ?

When you are sad ,you do stupid things .

I don't feel anything anymore . i don't know what to do la .

You Brb and never come back . you know how sad i felt ? my heart literally you can feel it sank when i talked to you , you say Brb .

C , i don't know la . is just complicated .

I will forget okays ? i'm sure i will . but is just sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

I just heard things , it bothered me .
Maybe i should just shut up & silence .