I feel so tired right now , i cried till my eyes are sore , my heart is numb . How much longer must i go on ?

Today went out with Alicia & Lianmin to watch "A tangled tale " , Is very nice and funny . SHOULD WATCH IT :) Well , headed to marina barrage to fly kite and such . Ate Mac there ^^

Lian Min and me went to buy kite and others . So bought light sticks ,Kite & bubbles ! Had a lot of fun with the bubbles . SPAM PHOTOS TOOO :D

Then alicia had to leave half way , Lianmin and me went to the cafe to eat cake . Gosh , the portion of the cake super big , wasted a lot of money . Then we go up to the marina barrage again , play with light sticks ^^ So nice the scenery , I love the wind . Had H2h talk with lianmin , i really like it a lot .Took photos tooo ! I like the night at marina barrage , i wanna go again . then we go play with water downstairs :D , headed home after that . walking the route very scary , we've realised to bring a guy along when go marina barrage !

I want to go marina barrage again with someone i can cry to .

I felt so pain inside .

Reached home , remembered about what you did started crying , my eyes feel so sore already .

A ,How much longer i have to cry on and hang on there waiting for you to realise that there is still me .

B , i texted you but you seem like very unwilling to reply me . i don't know why , i'm so tired of everything .

Life , i found scary truths . i'm very afraid to face everything now . I'm so scared right now .. i don't know who is really the one . i'm scared

Lots of Love ,

YININGG