It seems that i'm being forgotten , you will only remember me when you think of me . I could only wait till you come back for mesuddenly think of me .

i don't even know i'm affected , heard things about you all i felt was heartache . is true that i haven't fall for you . I'm like being forgotten ,left aside . you will only come back when you suddenly think about me . I'm still waiting ,indeed i am . I don't know how long will i still be able to stand there and wait for you , maybe tomorrow i'm gone . Now you are so different , you don't say what you used to , to make me feel happy and such . This shows how much things changed , is a 360 degree change , but for now i'm still willing to stay . Yes , i do laugh i do really feel happy . When i turn away for awhile ,the sadness is still there . Happy yet at the same time sad .

I don't like being forgotten ,hahahas that was random ._. School is sucking up all my energy , i'm so tired after every single day ends . TIRED T_T I just woke up from a nap . have been fussing over things ,talked to jinliang about stuffs . Still can't forgive that much . I want to forgive , but the hurt caused .. huge . But when i see him , will appear happy . whatever D: Tests tests tests coming up , school is killing me D: every morning can die , super dead / sleepy . I don't want people to come into my life and leave me anymore . Pig .